Picapi.. (Taken with Instagram)

Picapi.. (Taken with Instagram)


True Happiness

I’ve been living my life the way I want it to be when I was younger.
But then, I realized that I’ve lost something that’s more important.
I’ve lost TRUE HAPPINESS.

I thought I would be happy to have all I want and yet I found out it’s not really material things that would truly make me happy.
Then, I found myself lost in search for HAPPINESS…

But still, I remain positive that soon I’ll find what I’ve been looking for…

MY TRUE HAPPINESS!


(via kristinepuhawan)


a not-so-important day

i know that i have already moved on and accepted the truth…
but i can’t run away from this day..
their graduation day..

every night, i always think that God is on my side, leading me to the right path..
but how come the right path is the hardest and the loneliest path?

as this day approaches, the hurtful feeling returns…
i know i had already accepted this truth..
is it another test of faith?

this would be a major setback in my life…
many things run in my mind..
like, i would need to wait for six months for my graduation…
the venue for december graduation would be the pup gym..
all i felt is that i’m so humiliated..
ganon na lang ba porke bumagsak ako?
ganon na lang ba kami kahiya-hiya?
another one is that after this summer class, i need to look for a job..
but as i prepare for work, as i look for a job..
there is this requirement of at least A GRADUATE OF A DEGREE IN ACCOUNTANCY..
is there any chance that i’ll be able to get a decent job with a good pay?
the biggest thing is i can’t take the october 2011 cpa board..
i need to wait for one year..

this thing has scarred me for life!
this is the biggest regret in life i ever had!

there was once a time that i even thought that i should have not existed!
i’m just a nonsense!
i’m the biggest loser!
the biggest idiot in life!

but there’s nothing i can do but to face this life..

as i woke up early this morning, i tried to focus my attention on other things by just playing for a while…
after half of the day ends, i went to sm masinag (it’s the grand opening today), just to avoid opening facebook, (i’m expecting lots of fb posts about graduation)
i didn’t even tried to open my cellphone to avoid receiving text messages about graduation..

i know, with this post, i could have stolen the limelight..
this day is really for the people who deserves to celebrate for the new chapter in their life..
sorry if i had done this..
it’s just so hurting..
sorry…


It’s time you remembered who you really are. You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.
You are unique and precious. When you try to value yourself for being the best in something, you are bound to fail. Even Olympic champions are the best only for a few years. You are precious to God not because there is no one better than you, but because you are a unique creation of mind, body and spirit, - there is no one like you, - and that is exactly what makes you so indescribably precious.
Life is not a distraction from, life is an occasion for prayer. You don’t need a special place or special time to pray. You don’t need to be in a special mood to pray. Praying is like breathing, - continuous, essential, life-giving, - praying is the conversation with God you start with birth and continue into old age. Praying is your celebration of God, - everything you do, everything you think, everything you say is another word, another sentence of your prayer.
God has an important purpose for you, and made everything possible for you to succeed. That’s not to say it’s an easy purpose, or a convenient one. It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way. The truth is that one day you will look back and see how all the pieces fit together. And how your life has been a complete and utter success.
The measure of a person is not how well he prepares for everything to go right, but in how gracefully he stands up and moves on after everything goes wrong.
Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.